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Sep. 7th, 2010 06:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vermified[Waking up in a patch of grass in the middle of the woods is more of a relief than it might normally have been for Edward, or anyone else for that matter. The last memory he has of himself in his right mind is of the Malnosso, and their strange and terrifying ability to summon Lunar Rain seemingly out of nowhere. After that, he'd...
...He'd done terrible, shameful things, and he had far too much to apologize for. Which he should get right on doing.
Except he's completely lacking the level of courage needed to do that, so for a while he just sits in the grass, legs tucked against his chest, and watches the sun rise through the trees. It's... the east, right? So that means he's...
....
He has no idea where he is. Where's that journal...?]
...I... I'm in need of assistance.
[He finally returns and all he can do is ask for directions? Pathetic.
Though it'll take him some time to get home and then find the courage to do what he knows has to be done, over the course of the day he'll be attempting to visit two spots: the smithy and Winry's house, specifically, if he can't find her in the plaza. If he happens upon anyone he attacked while he was vermified, he's definitely going to apologize, too.]
...He'd done terrible, shameful things, and he had far too much to apologize for. Which he should get right on doing.
Except he's completely lacking the level of courage needed to do that, so for a while he just sits in the grass, legs tucked against his chest, and watches the sun rise through the trees. It's... the east, right? So that means he's...
....
He has no idea where he is. Where's that journal...?]
...I... I'm in need of assistance.
[He finally returns and all he can do is ask for directions? Pathetic.
Though it'll take him some time to get home and then find the courage to do what he knows has to be done, over the course of the day he'll be attempting to visit two spots: the smithy and Winry's house, specifically, if he can't find her in the plaza. If he happens upon anyone he attacked while he was vermified, he's definitely going to apologize, too.]
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Date: 2010-09-10 01:53 pm (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-09-10 09:49 pm (UTC)What was said - did you mean it? [Might as well just charge into this problem headfirst, no?]
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Date: 2010-09-11 01:01 am (UTC)My lord, I- ...I had no control over what I said. It was... even a fleeting thought from the past can be laid bare when one has no restraint...
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Date: 2010-09-11 02:36 am (UTC)Were these thoughts fleeting?
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Date: 2010-09-11 03:06 am (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-09-11 03:18 am (UTC)[Nevermind that he's been feeling guilty all week. Nevermind that he was so distressed by the sudden absence of Edward that he invaded his room. ...Nevermind that he just accidentally accused himself of leading Ed-...wyna on. Dammit.]
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Date: 2010-09-11 03:37 am (UTC)That... I could understand. It's fine. [....] But why could you be with her?
[Because that's what made it hurt the most. He would be more acceptable in a different body? Was being male really that much of an issue?]
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Date: 2010-09-11 03:53 am (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-09-11 04:20 am (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-09-11 04:24 am (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-09-11 07:42 pm (UTC)My lord... I'm sorry. My intention isn't to try your patience. But if your concern is what happened at Vesplume, then... know that I don't care.
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Date: 2010-09-11 08:17 pm (UTC)[action] 1/2
Date: 2010-09-11 08:40 pm (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-09-11 08:47 pm (UTC)My lord, you may order me to do whatever you need. That has never changed. [....] But never presume to tell me how I feel.
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Date: 2010-09-11 08:58 pm (UTC)When I am taken from this place, you will 'not care'? If I indulge you first, you will still 'not care' then? Stop being unrealistic.
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Date: 2010-09-11 09:17 pm (UTC)I would care, and it would grieve me. Just as much as when- ...when you died. [If not more.] But that doesn't mean I'll hesitate in the time we're allowed.
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Date: 2010-09-11 09:36 pm (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-09-11 09:49 pm (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-09-11 09:54 pm (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-09-11 10:38 pm (UTC)[Because he's pretty sure he already told you how he feels about you making those decisions for him.]
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Date: 2010-09-11 10:54 pm (UTC)I believe it is best for everyone.
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Date: 2010-09-12 12:27 am (UTC)He's fighting a losing battle,and it's pure selfishness to push it. Why would he want someone unwilling, anyway?]
If you feel so strongly about it, I won't ask you again. I won't even mention it. But know that I won't change my mind.
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Date: 2010-09-12 12:52 am (UTC)Instead, he turns away. Despite himself, he's suddenly lonely now that he's forcing Edward away. Edward, who's always served him loyally, who has been his most constant company this whole time, who was always overjoyed with his hopeless attempts at friendliness... But it's for the best. This is how it needs to be.]
...My armor needs repair.
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Date: 2010-09-12 01:19 am (UTC)"This changes nothing."]
I'll begin at once, my lord.
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Date: 2010-09-12 01:37 am (UTC)I have the other. Work at your leisure.
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